Life in all of its bafflements...

So I'm sitting here in a Tom and Toms cafe wondering what life will be like in a week or even a year. My goals consist of getting into a law school to try and enhance my ability to think and argue logically, but at the same time to keep my synthetic thinking intact to uniquely challenge people with new ideas from the most random of places. I know my thoughts are usually from unknown origins and I am continuously working on improving my guidance of topics and supporting evidences. I believe ultimately that I can reach my full potential by further training at a school that teaches logic and clearer thinking as a profession- law school. However, that's not my only goal. My goal is to use Law school as an avenue to pursue the kingdom of God. I seek to heal the world in the usage of law in how it can help foster society but also hinder society from pursuing greater ideals. Law is one of those unique things that can bunker us down and make us focus more on the wrongs rather than the rights. In some cases it can push us to think more about doing what's right rather than focusing on what is wrong. Either way, Law deeply affects us both adversely and favorably. My goal is to work on it. In this pursuit, I hope to also grow with God. My relationship with God has been so boxed up, and I can start to feel it. I lack spiritual conversation and growth with people. Sometimes I find myself alone in my room wondering if this is what God really wants for me. Is it God's will that I sit at my computer checking facebook every now and then and playing video games, or is it engaging the world... I think it should be the later, but at the same time I lack the ability to talk to people. I guess I should just go out there and engage it and focus on getting experience.... Life takes time.. Owell.. Till next time.. Here's a blog entry